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    Historic trades, a stroke of irreplicable genius by Ottawa's management, a confident gamble, and unwavering belief in their talent lead to Ilya and Shane being drafted at No 1 and No 2 to the same team.

    Or: the progression of Ilya and Shane's relationship as rivals to teammates to friends to lovers if they had been drafted to the same team, and the story of how Ottawa makes the rest of the league pay for letting them end up with the best two hockey talents in a generation

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    19/24
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    04 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

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    42,000
    Chapters:
    14/16
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    7,693
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    6,703
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    124,915

    04 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Ilya Rozanov is not Shane Hollander’s soulmate. He’s not. He can’t be. Nope.

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    3/?
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    19
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    338

    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane makes a drunken mistake in the name of protecting his carefully constructed closet, his life explodes in spectacular fashion. Suddenly faced with an unplanned pregnancy, a movie-star girlfriend, and a team of publicists convinced that "devoted family man" is a better headline than "gay hockey player," Shane commits himself to a future that looks perfect on paper. The only problem is that his heart still belongs to Ilya Rozanov—the man he left behind a few months earlier with a broken heart, several unresolved feelings, and a belly button full of cum.

    Featuring an unforgettable supporting cast of ridiculous characters—including the endlessly supportive Rose, a delightfully meddling book club of old biddies who adopt Ilya as one of their own, and a sweet baby who changes all of their lives—this is a funny, emotional story about parenthood, forgiveness, grief, healing, and two grown men who could have avoided most of their problems by having one honest fucking conversation.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
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    17,887

    03 Jul 2026

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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    17,158
    Chapters:
    2/6
    Comments:
    188
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    656
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    7,037

    03 Jul 2026

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    13,272
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    507
    Kudos:
    3,202
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    754
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    28,998

    02 Jul 2026

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    Penelope (Dill)
    Omg get on with it, Cass!

    Cassie (Bood)
    Thank you
    Now, we must behave ourselves, ladies
    We have royalty in our midst

    Arden (Pointy)
    What the hell are you on about, Cassie?

    Cassie (Bood) has added Jane (Rozy) to the conversation

    Jane (Rozy)
    Uhh
    What is this?
    ______________
    or; "Jane" gets added to the Ottawa WAGs chat after Ilya drunkenly tells his teammates about "her"
    or or; Shane Hollander in his WAG era

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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    409
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    02 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 19

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    They've already survived the worst of it. The loss. The aftermath. The moment everything broke.

    Now, Hayden and Shane are trying to figure out what comes next. They've chosen each other. They've said it out loud. And for a while, that feels like enough.

    But grief doesn't disappear just because you learn how to carry it. And some people get quieter when they're hurting.

    The world keeps moving. The season keeps going. The ice is still there when everything else gets loud.

    But Hayden is starting to notice the things Shane doesn't say. And the things he doesn't do.

    And the silence between them is getting harder to ignore.

    OR: Something is wrong with Shane. Hayden is trying to figure out how he can help.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    55
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    61
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    2,350

    02 Jul 2026

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    "I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."

    Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"

    "There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."

    His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"

    Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."

    ----

    Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?

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    Chapters:
    10/27
    Comments:
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    27,735

    02 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 48

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    Hayden thinks Shane is asexual. Shane can't tell him why he knows he isn't.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    18
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    181
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    49
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    2,891

    01 Jul 2026

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    After Shane is injured, Ilya cannot keep his composure and reveals what they have been hiding for years- they're married and have been since a drunken awards night in Vegas 2014.

     

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    Chapters:
    6/14
    Comments:
    120
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    45,676

    01 Jul 2026

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    In this universe, when someone meets their soulmate, they both compulsively start calling each other pet names. It's a rare phenomenon. The world is obsessed with it. There's lots of fanfare around it.

    Shane Hollander doesn't want to ever find his soulmate. So much so he gains a reputation for being antisocial. He doesn't care, staying quiet means he'll less likely be outed as gay and his goal of having a professional hockey career can be achieved.

    Ilya Rozanov desperately wants to find his soulmate. So much so, he wants to become a professional hockey player, move to the states, just so he can travel the world and talk to as many people as possible. Because doing so means he could find certain love in his life.
     

    They make this way harder on themselves than it needs to be.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
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    30 Jun 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    2,211
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    207,351

    30 Jun 2026

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    What if Rozanov's secret girlfriend Jane had been in the Official OttaWAGs chat basically since the new captain first arrived? What if the Centaur plane's emergency landing in Florida had been a bit ... bumpier, with the majority of the team completely or partially incapacitated? What if Rozanov's secret girlfriend showed up at the hospital out of nothing even before the families and team staff did? Ah! What then?

    In other words: Lisa Hayes, M.D., who has – not least because of her profession and her nerdy persuasions – seen some strange shit go down, hasn't slept for 36 hours and is in for a wild ride.

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    41,451
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    1,090
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    4,321
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    1,109
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    115,457

    29 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 35

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    After suffering a career-ending injury four years ago, Shane Hollander feels isolated in Ottawa and misses hockey. Perhaps a chance to become part of Centaurs coaching team is a way to get back into the world he once loved.

    One problem though, Shane doesn’t remember anything from his decorated hockey career. Not even his stupidly handsome former rival who is now Captain of the team he will be working for.

    A companion piece for Ilya’s POV of “Come on, come on, I can take it.”

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    Chapters:
    2/18
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    91
    Bookmarks:
    35
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    1,352

    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    1,440
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    8,957
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    2,875
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    78,101

    29 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    After Ilya visits Shane in the hospital after his injury on the ice and then loses the playoffs to the New York Admirals, he is understandably lost and upset about the future. He worries about his and Shane's relationship ever feeling "real", he's reeling from his loss against New York, and worried about what the "future" will hold for him, or if he even wants a future in the first place.

    Things change when a mysterious woman named "Fayt" gives Ilya a tarot reading that's too much for mere coincidence, and the very next day, Ilya realizes he is living May 7, 2017, over and over again in a never-ending time loop.

    While at first he feels unbearably alone, with nobody but him reliving this terrible day, he soon realizes that he's not the only one reliving the same day over and over again. Shane is also experiencing this same day in a loop, and he and Ilya are the only two people in the world who seem to realize it and can remember the events that happen each day.

    The only problem? Shane is in Ottawa, and Ilya is in Boston. Finally, the two have an endless amount of time to be together, but 700 KM separates them, and each morning, they will wake up without each other again.

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    18,063
    Chapters:
    4/10
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    70
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    34
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    1,141

    29 Jun 2026

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    A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.

    When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.

    Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

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    Chapters:
    7/8
    Comments:
    1,108
    Kudos:
    24,233
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    4,651
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    285,793

    29 Jun 2026

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane was still angry. Rozanov’s plan had been to, what? Seduce him so they’d bond? He hadn’t even though to ask Shane first! Shane should get up and walk away and let his dad take him back to Russia and lock him away. Then Shane wouldn’t have to bond with him. Shane didn’t want to bond.

    But Shane had told Rozanov they’d be a team, just the two of them, and Rozanov seemed so scared and vulnerable. But Shane had started thinking about what they could do, the two of them on the ice, bonded. He’d had wingers he’d connected to before, who seemed to be able to read his mind. How much more incredible would this be, someone who’d always know where he was, what his intentions were?

    “No one can know,” Shane said.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    12,190
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    177
    Kudos:
    1,436
    Bookmarks:
    321
    Hits:
    7,809

    27 Jun 2026

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