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    He didn’t see the thunder coming.
    He flinched so hard his body almost lifted from the mattress. Shane understood.
    “Oh, Ilya,” he said it so gently, like he was speaking to a child, or a scared puppy. Or maybe both. At the same time, “Come here, sweetheart. It’s ok.”

    “I just can’t sleep. And you always said I could come to you if– If I needed it,” Luca’s voice was low, he was staring at the floor.
    “Yes, Luca, you should come to me when something is wrong. I am captain, so I am like mama duck with her ducklings."

     

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    While in Tampa for a game, a tropical storm hits the city and both Ilya and Luca find out how much easier it gets if you let yourself be vulnerable enough to get comforted.

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ilya is fighting his way through a depressive episode, but he's trying to do it alone. His friends won't let him.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    (16. Morning, 742 words) TW: depression 
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    Mornings are sometimes particularly hard for Ilya. He’s never explained why to Shane, but the longer they’re together, the more Shane sees without asking. 

    He sees the way Ilya sometimes lies there, unmoving, staring at the ceiling long before the alarm goes off. He sees the distance in his gaze. The longing. The slight trembling in his hands. He sees the way Ilya will turn away from him so he doesn’t notice the sheen to his eyes, that he’s starting to cry. That his chest is heavy and that he’s carrying a weight that’s not his to bear. That Ilya doesn’t know how to fix it; that he thinks something is wrong with him. 

    Shane sees every crack in his armor and loves him all the same. 

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “You okay?” Shane asks quietly. His hand brushes against Ilya’s forehead. Ah.

    Shane thinks he is sick.

    He has never been around for this part before — it’s never hit him in the cottage during the summers, and Ilya’s been better since they moved in together. He smiles. It gets harder by the day to hide from Shane, who is so open with his own struggles and emotions, who lets Ilya comfort him and distract him when things get too much.

    “I’m fine, sweetheart.”

    Ilya goes through his first depressive episode since marrying Shane.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Let me do everything.” Shane slowly helped Ilya out of his clothes.

    Shane kneeled beside the tub, grabbed a wet cloth, and carefully washed Ilya’s arms. There was no rush; only the soft sound of the water surrounded them.

    “Shane.” Ilya pulled away slightly. “You shouldn’t be doing this.”

    “I want to.” Shane desperately wanted to make Ilya feel better. He wanted to erase the shame he knew Ilya felt for needing help. To show him that it was okay not to be okay. That he was still deserving of love no matter what.

     

    Or, Shane is there for Ilya during a depressive episode

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ottawa Cens my beloved boys…

    Various chatfics that are loosely (or not at all) tied together in my heated rivalry/game changers universe!

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    26 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Good laugh

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    Yuna Hollander was not sure anyone would love Shane the way he deserved. That anyone would stay long enough to get past the anxiety that surrounded his heart and truly know him. And then she saw Ilya Rozanov with her boy and everything changed.

    Yuna's POV for Ch 1- all other chapters will be either Ilya or Shane's POV.

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    25 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya tsks. “Yes, I give a shit about Marleau. If it was anywhere else… I wouldn’t be able to call and threaten his new captain. But it’s you.”
    Shane breathes that in. There’s something complex in that sentence that he can’t even begin to unpack. But it’s you.
    “I’ll take care of him, Rozanov. You have my word. I look out for my team.”
    Ilya sighs softly. “I know you do, Hollander.” His voice is different now. The jig is up. He hesitates but forces the words out of his mouth. “I’m glad it’s you.”

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    Cliff Marleau gets traded to Montreal and suddenly Shane's teammates with Ilya's best friend. Right as they adjust to the new dynamics, Ilya gets traded too. Shane and Ilya decide to see what it would've been like to flirt and fall in love in front of their team, in front of their friends.

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    14 May 2026

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    09 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    Luca knows healing isn’t linear. He knows this. His therapist has said this, Terry has said this, Nico has said this, Wyatt, Troy and Harris has said this. Hell, even Ilya has said this. Still, as he sat on the bathroom floor, he couldn’t help but feel like he had failed and disappointed everyone by just being sat there.

    Luca relapses, and calls Ilya. Ilya holds him, making sure he doesn’t fall apart through the night.

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    08 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 55

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    04 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Luca is aroace, the team wants to help him find someone to hook up or fall in love with, he does not appreciate it.
    Roz is going two for two with people coming out to him walking home from a bar (more or less).

     

    No AI used, it's all me baby (esp. the crashout).
    Rated teen for language.

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    03 May 2026

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    The Ottawa Centaur's plane needs to do an emergency landing. Between scared partners and teammates Ilya takes young Luca Haas under his wing and tries his best to make him feel better.
    All while fixing some of his relationship problems.

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    03 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 72

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    02 May 2026

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    02 May 2026

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    When Shane opens his eyes again they are so kind and warm, but swimming in tears.
    “I have never told anyone this.”
    “Shane, just tell me, please.”
    “It’s about… It’s about what you told me. About your mom.”
    Dread fills Ilya, ice cold in his veins. “Shane, you are scaring me.”
    “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.” Shane takes a deep breath, hand still pressed against Ilya’s cheek, eyes locked into his.
    “Ilya. When I was eighteen, I tried to kill myself.”

    or, Shane tells Ilya he tried to kill himself and suddenly Ilya is more scared then he has ever been in his entire life. He didn't know he needed to fear this. But Shane won't let him drown in it. They will take care of each other.

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    02 May 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Boston and Montreal know that they are friends marlow and sveta and parents know true Hayden suspects.

    Ilya panic attack because dead father
    Ch18 with Shane in hospital someone walked in on him Ilya and marlow (probs metros)

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    Bood: And what would this person need to get Roz to settle down?
    Roz: must be most beautiful person you have ever seen
    Roz: very funny but does not know they are funny
    Roz: and suck dick like their life depends on it

    Or: The Centaurs know that Roz is sad, and probably a little lonely. So they do their best to set him up with someone who matches his specific list of requirements. What they don't know is that their captain has already found that person.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Collections:
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    Comments:
    871
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    24,475
    Bookmarks:
    4,088
    Hits:
    129,356

    20 Apr 2026

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