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    After hooking up with a man in Mexico in Summer 2014, Shane Hollander receives an explicit video file and a request for $10,000. He pays the money, and hopes that is the end of it.

    It is not.

    At the 2015 All Stars, after months of pretending everything was fine, Shane's house of cards comes tumbling down.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    June 2010. Ilya Rozanov is delayed after the CCM shoot. By the time he gets to the locker room, Shane Hollander is out of the showers and Ilya’s entire plan is ruined.
    Only not quite fully ruined. Hollander invites him to dinner with his parents as a thank you for arranging the shoot and Ilya, in a burst of insanity, agrees. He hits it off with Yuna and David. They all exchange numbers. He and Hollander become friends.
    At no point does Ilya stop wanting more from him.

    June 2016. Ilya Rozanov is a superstar. A Cup winner. An MVP. Women want him, men want to be him. He’s fucking miserable.
    He’s in love with his best friend. He can’t deny it anymore. Only now Shane is dating a movie star and happier than Ilya’s ever seen him. Ilya can’t ruin that for him, can’t ruin their friendship by asking for what he knows Shane can’t give. No matter how much it kills him.

    A charity event in San Francisco. A catastrophic computer failure. A fateful decision to drive, not fly. Two days in a car, just the two of them. Alone. Together.
    Ilya’s sick with excitement and with dread, because how can he keep his secrets with Shane so close for so long?

    What he doesn’t know is that Shane has secrets too.

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Angst and love and blazing hot sex!

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    Or, Five Times Ilya and David Met in Boston and One Time They Met in Canada

    OR

    That one fic where David platonically nerd-seduces Ilya into becoming his son without any input from Shane.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    "Your cock." Shane's face burned. "I've been practising with toys for years and the whole time I was pretending it was you."

    Shane Hollander doesn't do men. He does toys, pegging, a discreet app, and a woman named Svetlana who fucks him so well he almost doesn't notice she's engineering the most elaborate sexual setup in the history of professional sport. Almost.

    A fic about closets, discovery, and the catastrophic moment Shane opens his eyes and Ilya Rozanov is standing at the foot of the bed while he is in panties.

    Set in an alternate universe where Shane and Ilya haven't ever hooked up, and Shane explores his burgeoning sexuality.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I don't know what made this so much hotter than other fanfic, but I was literally squirming reading the Shane/Ilya parts. Guhhhhhhhh.

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    “There is a girl here I like very much. Svetlana.”

    Shane tries not to react to that. “Oh.”

    “She’s old friend. From Russia. Her father was famous goaltender of Soviet team. She knows everything about hockey,” Rozanov continues.

    “Cool.”

    “She likes you very much.”

    His patience snaps. What kind of fucking game is Rozanov trying to play? He was the one to enforce this casual relationship to begin with, and then he goes and invites Shane over to his house, tells him to stay over, and then wants to talk about women he likes? No, Shane can take a lot, but he doesn’t want to be jerked around like this.

    So before he can convince himself out of it, he says, “Can I have her number, then?”

    Rozanov blinks a few times. “What?”

    Gotcha, asshole. “You said she likes me, so.” He shrugs as casually as he can manage like it’s no big deal. “Unless you two are…?”

    “No, no, nothing like that,” Rozanov says quickly. “We are old friends, but nothing like that now.”

    “…So I can have her number?” Shane pushes. He probably shouldn’t. “Unless it’d be weird—”

    “Okay yes, I can—I will text to you,” Rozanov says.

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